Ambivalent

That's me to a T.

George just called he knew I was off on Monday and said he tried to call me last friday evening to see if I would come down and stay for the week end, but when he called my number he got a recording that the phone was out of order. I don't understand that it was working fine.

I told him I would have come down if he had got hold of me. He didn't mention anything about this week end and I didn't either. If he had asked I would have gone, but I have such ambivalent feelings. I want to go we need so badly to talk, but at the same time I have this scared feeling (not scared of him just this bad feeling) I need to really really go down. He said he had the inside temperature sat at 79. I told him that was way too high and if I was there I would turn it down on him (this was one of our continuing things he turns it up I catch his back turned and turn it down and on and on LOL) He said I could just wear shorts in the house and laughed because that’s what I always had to do. I told him I had just told Gail the other day I wasn't used to having to wear long pants in the house. That's one thing that I need my sweat pants and some sweat shirts that I never used to be able to wear. He said he would call later or tomorrow.

Then he said my work number showed up on his phone Monday when he was outside with the dogs. Like I said he knew I was off. I can't figure that one out. I wasn't here to have called him!